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Patient
29/2025
Germany. Celebrations, beer for breakfast, wandering a Victorian-style city with friends. Beautiful lights shine as we sip Glühwein at Christmas markets; cheer in our eyes, untouched by fear. New Year’s. Welcoming 2025 with cupcakes and dreams of what will be memorable; our wedding quietly holding the front of our minds. A sickness falls over me, […]
Read More...This Wasn’t On My “To-Do” List
Planners, agenda books, bullet journals-I loved those things since I was twelve. At first, just for the aesthetic, but later on, I found them useful.
Read More...What You’ve Done
Dear Body, You are the architect of my ailments, you are the sack of skin and bone that I endure in. You are the reason that I have cancer – no one knows the cause, one cell decided to misbehave over and over again until the cancer-y cell was what my body decided to order fresh from the bone marrow.
Read More...Can you imagine?
Dear Body, Can you imagine? An emergency C-section at 27 weeks—your placenta ruptured, and suddenly everything changed. Three long months of watching your tiny 2 lb 14 oz baby fight outside of you, not breathing, bruised, fragile, yet fierce.
Read More...Dear Emily’s Body
Dear Emily’s body, We only prepared to adjust to pregnancy and postpartum recovery body changes. Now we have extra weight from steroids, extreme weight loss in between, and a face that seemed to age 10+ years.
Read More...If My Body Could Talk
I know we are in our 20s, but what the fuck are you thinking?! You cannot do this to me. I shall retaliate! You run around, going from one thing to the next. Rest is essential for me so I can heal and regenerate. You push your boundaries daily, and I am having a hard time keeping up. We need a hard reset.
Read More...From Grief to Gratitude: The Unexpected Emotions of a Cancer Journey
Facing cancer at 27 is something I never thought I would have to do. I was super healthy, worked out almost every day, and took care of myself. I have DSRCT sarcoma which is super rare and aggressive. Being diagnosed with cancer is one of the scariest feelings, especially when you’re faced with a cancer […]
Read More...How Am I Supposed to Handle This
I guess you could say my journey starts like they all do going to the doctor for one thing and coming out with a diagnosis that changed my life. I went to my gynecologist to discuss having a hysterectomy because I was not going to have children and my periods were becoming tough to get through.
Read More...It’s Complicated
Cancer took my twenties from me. It took my potential career from me. A year into my post-college job search, I was told that I had a “hematologic malignancy of some kind.”
Read More...Essence of a Man With Cancer
What is the definition of Adulting? If you break out and dust off the ‘ol Merriam-Webster webster dictionary it would say, “To become an adult”. Pretty vague and straight forward, right? Nope!
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